I am so excited to sit down today and write, it’s been awhile. My life, it’s still a little chaotic. January 5th I celebrated the sale of my industrial equipment company, the last of the finishing touches to my divorce. This transition hasn’t been easy. But, it has given me an opportunity to figure out who I am, what I want my life to be in this world that is so big.
I began, with a good life, by all intent and purpose, most say I am crazy to have left it. The gaul to want more. Yes, my life looked great, an amazing son, one any mother would be proud of, a successful business, a beautiful home, 30 years of marriage. It was good, but somewhere deep within I wanted extraordinary. I wanted more than success, I wanted to wake up every morning with the passion to live, fully, sensually, honestly.
I wanted to speak my truth. Use my voice in a positive manner. I was creating my healing practice as part time business, trying to maintain both. I continue for a short while still, to manage both, but my heart is with Spirit of the Lotus. As the lotus struggles out of the mud reaching for the sun….so too am I struggling to create the business that houses my true passion. As a Hands on Healer and Shaman, my intuition and ability to Channel has created a healing practice that is deep, fulfilling and sometimes even comical. The laughter is a gift, some don’t quite understand, but a gift no less.
I recently took a personal mastery class with Colette Baron-Reid, using her Wisdom of the Oracle, oracle card deck for deeper learning. Her card #14 Truth Be Told, which states “There is The Truth, which is the essence of a thing and there is a TRUTH, subjective according to the philosophy of the adherent or believer.” I believe that. Even in our intuition, or as a medium, our messages come thru the filter of our experiences, until, that is, that we are able to step aside, and read without influence. My truth is based on my experience. My triggers, by my beliefs and judgements.
My truth is, I love money, I appreciate my home, it felt good being successful, but deeper yet…. I love being of service. I love helping a 14 year old states away, healing a women in Canada while I’m in Connecticut, I’m humbled by the person who comes in with a diagnosis and leaves with a smile, I’m even more humbled by the client that heals and make the conscious decision to move to another realm, one we may never comprehend. Working with people makes my heart sing… I know that abundance shows up and looks different for each and every one of us.
My truth was tempered by my programming. My truth was modulated by my wish to be loved, even liked and by fear.
How do you speak your truth? What truth are you reaching for? Hiding?
If you are in transition, afraid to take a leap, if your faith needs a little bolster, or perhaps a Past Life Regression will help you understand a deep seated fear or longing. Call me and set up an appointment. I may be able to help in person or distance.